Mood:  happy

I still am trying to live Holy and it's getting easier by the day...God is helping to take the load off my shoulder although the devil has trapped me in his plan sometimes I found a way to pull through and get back on track...life is good and I regret them times where I had wanted to kill mines. Now I have to look at my arm and see what I've done to myself...I hate that I had tried to slit my wrist and now the scars are here to remind me...everytime I look at my arm!

But Jay is great! He really is,and I can't believe that I once thought to try and leave me and him alone....he is really a great person and the light to my life...I never once thought I'd fall in love with him but it's happened! I am going tomorrow to get his Christmas gift it is going to be a polo shirt with our name spray-painted on it~that's what he asked for~ and after Christmas we are taking pictures and he is going to wear that shirt~I have to buy me a shirt like that also...and on New Years Eve we are going downtown with our sister,Merisha, and her boyfriend then to TGI Fridays we are going to have too fun! Keunna is coming to my house on the 24th to spend some time together and watch Christmas movies and eat...hava like a Christmas spirit girls night-in! We are going to have much fun...I just want to live life to the fullest.

Fast Fact: Akeem Forbes and I can never talk again because the horrible things he said on Tagged

~Living Good~

Princess