Mood:
a-okWell these last days been hectic. I mean like it's been so confusing, I went from liking Dan more than Marquise to switching it around, then all of a sudden Marquise start claiming so now we are together, then I wrote Jermel a poem breakong up with him. I am failing like 3 subject...I am starting to hate school just because of that. But pass that, everything is confusing but yet still alright. I do feel sorry for having to break Jermel heart~if I did~ I really do love him but not enough to stay and get hurt. Here is the poem
It's like I was so sure we would last
Then things messed up so fast
Them times we talked on the phone
Made it seem like nothing could possibly go wrong
You used to make me smile and laugh
You the best boyfriend a girl could ever have
We been through thick and thin
We made it though,so I thought it'll never end
You made me happy and made me cry
You overjoyed me then you lie
But through it all I loved you just the same
No matter the time I only thought of your name
I couldn't express how much you meant to me
I was so certain we was meant to be
And that we were destined to be together
That we would be with each other forever
But lately things haven't been the same
Everything about us changed
I don't feel the same way I used to
I'm not trying to say that I don't still love you
But just because we in love with each other
Doesn't determine whether we should still be together
It's really hard for me write what I want to say
I never wanted to break your heart in any way
I had the best intentions to make you smile
But now it's like this isn't worth the while
I want to put this in the best way
But I don't know what to say
I don't want to play with your heart or lie
So I have to tell you that I am with another guy
Let me make it clearer...I'm so sorry and I love you so
But Jermel it's over...I have to let you go
Fast Fact:Marquise told me that he is in love with me last night on the phone~way too soon.
~ALRIGHT~
Princess