Mood:  happy

I don't want to write about my day,so instead I am going to write about Kenny. Well I met him like 3 days ago at the park,we are just friends! But today when I was at the park Rob was telling me about how Kenny likes me and all and wants to be with me,then I was thinking about it like I like him also but I just can't bring myself to cheat on Supex Jimbo(Jermel)~but I just really like Kenny,he is so funny and nice to me! When me and Lanica came to the park for a second time we finally saw Kenny,it was like 8:02p.m and was getting so dark so we saw him at the basketball court and so I walked up and gave him a hug and all then we were talking and playing around for like 30 mins. so then me and Lanica left because he went to play basketball with his guys and all but then we wee like we'd see him tomorrow around 4 or 5! But I can't wait to see him because I am going to tell him that I like him but I don't want to be with him because its going to make things too awkward for me! But honestly I been thinking about him like all today even before Robert told me all that stuff,but I think it's kind of wrong when I tell Supex Jimbo that I love him!

Fast Fact:I seen oh dude who's shirt I took off,but he was giving Lanica more attention than me so I don't like him anymore!

~Oh So Good~

Princess

Mood:  a-ok

Well for the last 3 days I have been going to orientation,it was beem boring to me but I have met some pretty cool people then there were others that weren't! But I have these 2 main people that I associate with:Tasha and Mica. Mica actually is Malcolm cousin.But me and Jermel talked last night from like 11p.m something until 5:50 something a.m!Today is his birthday but he didn't do anything.I am IMing him now,I am in love with this boy like so seriously. But also yesterday me and Dee-Dee were arguing so today he didn't pay my fee's but it's okay because my mom did! Also yesterday these girls wanted to fight me,Kijuanna, and Lanica over this guy named Joe that's my friend but they didn't make amove to even try to get down to it,so I was not sweating that.Today I had my last day of orientation and when I got home I had my hair rinsed to red,I think it looks nice on me but it isn't all that great I would look better with a kind of light brown. I had went to the park with Kijuanna and Lanica,we didn't see Joe but we saw his brother~my other friend~his name Kenny but I call him Urban because that's his school name.Then we went to Lanica house then me and Lanica went to see Mercedes, Chardai, and Samara before we went to church then on our way back we went to see Karen. Back to Chardai house then I seen Oppy and we talked for a little while. Then I got home and now IMing Jermel.

Fast Fact:I don't really think I am over Rayshawn.

~Alright I Guess~

Princess

Mood:  a-ok

I had a nice day today. I Tony came in town and I seen him and he gave me $40.00 because I never received his gift for my graduation,so with his money I brought me something to eat and two shirts and a pair of pants from the Plaza. Cassidy was also at the Plaza and I got his autograph and a picture taken with him. After me,Nikki,and Shavon went to Jewel Osco to get my mom a birthday cake and when we got home we went around to the block party and I went to Keunna house. I waited for Dee-Dee and mom to get home so we can surprise her with the cake and ice cream,after that I called Jermel but his voicemail came right on! So today was a good day except the fact that I didn't get to talk to Jermel

Fast Fact:Lydell and Lanica actually are talking but he is just playing with her head.

~Alright~

Princess

Mood:  a-ok

I guess it was a good day I talked to Jermel for like most of the day. But other than that I walked Keunna to the store. We talked on her porch for some time before that! So that's basically all to my day!

Fast Fact:Me and Jermel broke up yesterday from these 2 girls claiming them but we hooked back up because it wasnt true!

~Doing Fine~

Princess

Mood:  don't ask

Today wasn't nothing special. I just was at the computer and IMing Jermel. I got dressed and I printed out the papers for my project on STDs and teenagers. I talked to Jermel  on the phone also. I watched the ending of High School Musical II...and ate ice cream and cake from D.D birthday. I also went through some old elemntary stuff I had stored in a shoe box. Keunna and I talked and we 3-wayed an old friend but I forgot his name. That's pretty much it and I am IMing Andrew and Jermel.

Fast Fact: Me and Lanica aren't friends anymore!!

~Super Bored~

Princess

Mood:  happy

Well sorry I be forgetting to write in you! But today was an interesting day I believe...well first me and Lanica went to the library and stayed there for like an hour and half I believe. Then Demarkis and I went to the park and walked around it we had a very interesting talk...I really love talking to him. When we got back on the block I tauht Crystal how to do the Soulja Boy dance then I watched T.V...then the house 2 doors down caught fire so I watched that take action it was a huge fire too like the ones you'd see on the T.V. The after the police man shooed us off I talked to Tiara and sat in front of the porch. Jermel called me~just incase I haven't said so but he's my boyfriend~then we got on the computer and IMed each other up until now we just stopped so I am about to go to sleep.LATER!!

Fast Fact:It's official now that I am so over Rayshawn he doesn't even run through my mind any more!

~Doing Great~

Princess

Well these last days has been easy on I guess....I think of Raysawn less than usual now I think that he doesn't deserve my time any more and I shouldn't set myself up for a break down so that's why I don't allow myself to think of or about him. He came over my house Saturday but I simply just told him that I am through with him for good and I was serious.I am tired of being in relationship nows only to get hurt so I will just build a shield over my heart and now no guy will ever be able to get in it again to be able to hurt it. But I have bigger problems than boys right now: Carol has asked for her earring and I only found one and I can't find the other one, I pray to God I will find it in the morning because those were her favorite earrings and I don't want to make her mad so God if you are reading this please allow me to be able to find the missing earring in the morning when I search for it!

Fast Fact:I think I just maybe give Doc cousin~Jermel~a try!!

~In Trouble,Hopefully not~

Princess

Mood:  down

Today was kind of a rough day in a way.First Demarkis told me he saw Rayshawn talking to some girl at his house,then my mom told me she saw him all over some girl at the 68th bus stop, and I seen him at the park holding a different girl hand so I am officially through with him but that doesn't mean I don't think of him,honestly I do but they all aren't good thoughts,but other than Rayshawn business ...we went school shopping and allit was nice. Then I went to the park for like 4 hours with Lanica and Kijuanna...I messed with so many boys but I think I just maybe get with the boys whose shirt I took off lastnight because we were talking today. The Dee-Dee barbequed because it was his birthday and all and everybody drank and everything it was a nice night!!

Fast Fact:Lydell tried to talk to her and lied and said he was 17 when Nikki said he was 19!!

~Feeling Down~

Princess

Mood:  happy

Today was such a fun day as for me!!Well me and Demarkis went outside together for ahwile.....we wentto Malcolm's house but he wasn't home...then to Karen house but her mom said she was at Danisha's home so we went there but Danisha wasn't there so we went to the park where Lanica and Kijuanna was. So we chilled there for awhile at the basketball court I seen Rayshawn there but he aint see me. Then after awhile we started to get bored and was about to go back on the block thenwe changed our minds but Demarkis left,so we went to the court again and was messing with boys...this one boy asked me to take his shirt off fo him so I did and he had such a sexy banging body..oh my lord it was too fine...and he was my age if only I wasn't faithful me and him would have been on to something but I decided to be like UNK and just "walk it out"....lol but when I got back on the block I was at Rayshawn house then we went to the abandoned porch and chilled there for like 2 hours. Then we went to my porch and talked, laughed, joked around and everything. But he made me want to cry when he bit my bottom lip because that hurted so bad but he made it feel a little better when he sucked on it...lol.... that's not being fast!!Or is it?? Well we had fun together we kissed a couple of time and all. Around 12:09 a.m is when I got in the house since my curfew is at 12:00 a.m.....but tomorrow I am suppose to go get him at 3:00 p.m sowe can go outside together and be with each other all day!!!

Fast Fact:Lanca is talking to Meechie

~Feeling Good~

Princess

Mood:  sad

Today was a nice day except toward the end of the day. When I woke up Nikki asked me to come with her and Shavon up to her school so she can pick up her check. On our drive back home we had a nice conversation, when we got back on the block I just sat in Ms.Collier car and read my book "Doube Dutch" but I didnt get too far because they were packing up their stuff getting ready to leave because it was about to rain. Then Shavon, Nikki, and I went to Evergreen Plaza Mall. Nikkie brought her some shirt and 2 pairs of shoes, Shavon got brought 2 shirts but got an extra one because I couldn't fit it, I only got 2 shirts. On our way home we went to Popeyes for my mom and when I got home I just sat on the porch with Rayshawn then when I got in the house to use the washroom my mom cell phone fell into the toilet and now it doesn't work and I feel very bad about that.

~Very Sorry~

Princess