Mood:  not sure

My head hurt and my mind is boggled. I don't have the answer for this situation and I really don't know what to do. I don't want to disappoint him and I really don't want to tell him something that I don't know if I feel or not.

Last night me and Jay had a very serious conversation,he says he is falling for me and no doubt I have already fallen for him,but I didn't fall in love with him....but he told me that he loves me and it's a real serious thing to him because love is like being in love to him,it's a very big step in a relationship in his mind. But he says I push him away emotionally but I don't try to...it's just that I know he is getting real serious about us and is fighting to keep us together but I just want to protect my heart...I don't want to feel the pain and misery that I went through when me and C.J broke up again...and that's what I fear most will become of me and Jay. He is like a clone of CJ...how I always want to be everything to him as though I did with CJ and he is telling me he will never do anything to break my heart or ever intentionally hurt me...he is just telling me these things but he is just foretelling the future blindly...he doesn't know what will happen and neither do I...but like Demarkis said I just have to let go and let it flow. I will take Demarkis advice...because I too love Jay.

Fast Fact: It's been 2 weeks and 5 days me and Jay been together.

~Curious:Am I in love?~

Princess