Well yesterday Alexis,Demarkis,Mercedes,Jay,and I went to the movies at Ford City Mall to see One Missed Call...we missed like 10 minutes of it though because forst we went to the Food Court and all....but what we did see was good,that was a good movie! Me and Jay didn't kiss that much though like the last time or anything but still I had a good time until the end. Well we went to Wendy's afterwards Jay and Mercedes got something to eat then when we was walking out Mercedes stepped on some girl shoes and the girl rollled her eyes so Mercedes japped out and then so we was about to fight them until Jay  and Demarkis walked over to talk to them then they turned away. Then Jay come over us and we playing and everything all cool but then he said that we was going to get whooped so I got mad then cursed him out and he was getting mad because he was trying to talk to me but I wouldn't listen so he walked away and got on the bus! But I felt so bad because I loved him so much and I messed up real bad then I thought he was going to break up with me and I was getting scared,then he called and.....

All he said was that he loved me and all but that night was not cool so I apologized then we got into a deep conversation! We had a talk about sex and stuff,I didn't even feel uncomfortable talking to him about it and I even told him that if we was to get to point in our relationship that I would actually go through with it,and I meant it! I think I am ready to have that intimate sexual intercourse with him because I am in love with him,so I want to share that moment and first-time experience with him~but I think I am going to talk to my mom about this first....~too scared though~...but I been thinking about that real hard and I feel that I am ready but I am going to wait until we make it to a year before I actually go forth and actually have sex with him! I talked to my brother Nick and Aleis about it but Nick made more sense about it.....but I want to do it with him but just not now....

FastFact:Demarkis and Mercedes was kissing in the movies yesterday!

~Just Fine~

Princess