Mood:  a-ok

Yesterday at St.Sabina went very well! The kids were 8th grader and very cooperative most of the time! I had fun with them,made them laugh and I felt as though I can teach them as friends not authority because from the looks of it I'll become friend with them because I fitted in so well. There were no attitudes as far as I was concerned but I am not to pleased at the fact that some of the guys like me!And Krystan and also Josephine likes a guy named Cedric...that's very unprofessional.

Fast Fact:I ran up the bill calling Nick

~Ok~

Princess

Mood:  a-ok

Well everything is fine I guess I can say! I thought today would be a very difficult day but it turned out not to be! I have one more big event coming up, my power point presentation! That should be easy with my flashcards up there so yeah! Today in World Studies I told Alexis to shut up because my question wasn't directed to her~and being the big mouth person she is she kept talking so me being the bigger person in situations ignored her while she ran at the mouth! Today will be the first day I go to St.Sabina to teach the kids math games,hopefully there is no kids in there like Alexis! So that pretty much was all so far today!

Fast Fact:Alexis is nosy writing me all yesterday trying to find out what happened between me and Nick but I am not telling her because it's none of her business.

~Alright~

Princess

Mood:  a-ok

Stuff hasn't been that well for me...me and Nick aren't talking anymore although that was my call because he never have time to talk to me and he is going through some things and will not allow me to help him and I think he just dont trust me! But that's not all....I am also not talking to C.J because he never answer his phone when I call so I'm not going to call anymore...and Martelly he treated me so I am not talking to him plus Jay because he is my downfall and aggrivates me.I was not going to talk to Grego until he called me and Jermel until he wrote me what he wrote! That's been my life lately though.Rayshawn been writing me on the computer but it's nothing major.

Fast Fact:I can hardly breathe

 ~Ok~

Princess

Mood:  hug me

Just to make this quick because I have little time to do this but there has been a couple of changes.

1.Me and Jay broke up and I am so sure we will not ever be getting back together.

2.I seen C.J the other day and him and his girl broke-up but I tried to help him come to his senses and take her back.

3.Me and Davontay friends now,I think I am not all the way over him but don't like him like I used to...but our "friendship" is awkward because we never talk to each other.

4.Me and Jermel are in the process of hooking back up.

5.Me and Grego back friends and now we are together.

Fast Fact:Tomorrow is Shavon's baby shower!

~So Happy~

Princess

Mood:  a-ok

Now I can write the story of what happened between me and Davontay. Well Monday night he called me and said we needed to talk and he told me that we never see each other and don't have time for this relationship and whatever so he asked for my opinion and I was like I shouldn't have to voice my opinion to persuade him to stay with me so that was that!  Then so we broke up and then he called back like 5 minutes later and said he was sorry he made a mistake that he still did want to be with me and whatever so we hooked back up that night....but Wednesday when school starts back up people telling me that he saying we not together so I don't really know what day it was that we broke up! But it doesn't matter what's the reason or the day because I don't care anymore.....

Fast Fact: Me and Jay too broke up Wednesday I didn't want to be with him anymore but we are still friends....

~Fine~

Princess

Mood:  irritated

I am still like so mad that Davontay broke-up with me! It suppose to be the other way around! There is so much more to the story than I can write now because I have to go to Biology in like 2 minutes so later when I log on I will write it all!!! I HATE HIM! It's so humiliating!

~Hating that DOOD~

Princess

Mood:  a-ok

Well I can't really write anything about my relationships because I hadn't talked to either yesterday because after school Davontay had basketball and when he was done with that I had track so we didn't get to talk. When I got home I ate and fell asleep at 6:30 and woke back up at 10:30and then fell right back to sleep at 10:50 without even going to get the phone to call Davontay to see what he was up to! But I seen him today in the halls when I was going to my locker and hugged him and he asked what class I got and I said World Studies then we departed from each other. But hopefully I will see him after school and we can talk~possibly kiss!~ and what not....but I am not even into that anymore with him it has got old...but I still like it!

I think I am going to have to go to the doctor to see if something is wrong with me because all of a sudden I've been having a bladder problem! I hope it isn't anything serious.!

Fast Fact:I am not talking to Tekhundra because she is mad at me for befriending Ke'Aira since they are no longer friends!

~Alright~

Princess

Mood:  a-ok

I guess the last blog entry didn't get posted but it was just about how Davontay made me mad yesterday when he doesn't speak to me and how he all into basketball but doesn't have time for me or us! But I dropped that case when my brother told me that I shouldn't get mad because basketball was a part of his life before I came along and that's so true...I really can't expect him to put me before basketball because he knows that it will be there after I leave as well as it was before I came...so that's all okay now! Finally last night we had a real conversation on the phone about how we felt about the relationship and the things we don't like about each other and this lasted for like a hour and 27 minutes! We got off the phone at like almost 12:30 a.m...I was happy but at the same time I didn't want to wake up in the morning...it took me like 5 extra minutes to get my body up off the bed! I am still soar though!

Me and Jay also talked last night and I told him how I fell out of love with him and I told him that I like Davontay and want to be with him as well but he also told me some things such as how he was grinding on this girl at school and whatever but I really don't care...well I do but not so much to get angry over because I want to be in love with Davontay not Jay anymore~but I don't think Davontay looking for that type of relationship and I am not really looking for that either!

Church was good yesterday and all! Charssa came at that made it even better and I met a new person, his name is Pierre and hopefully I will be seeing him again.... I am trying to turn over a new leaf and start fresh and not trip, do my homework, put in study time, study the bible, go to sleep on time, attend church regularly,no arguments, I wouldn't call it being perfect because perfection doesn't occur here on Earth but just be an all-around cool person.

FastFact: Demarkis got humped the other day

~New Me~

Princess

Mood:  happy

My life been good! I think I am starting to loose feelings for Jay because Davontay and I know I am loosing feelings because when we used to be on the phone I was so uptight and didn't know how to loosen up and tell him how I felt but lastnight when we were on the phone I was just telling him alot of stuff that I didn't feel because it's easy for me to tell a person good things when I am not feeling that way! And usually I wouldn't tell him that I was flirting with Greg and other guys but I did and I even asked him did he like Denise and I didn't care whether he did or didn't. Yesterday I had tried for the track team...that stuff was tough but it'll get better hopefully but afterwards I was with Davontay! Me,Kezia,Benjamin, Davontay, and Alandrea was playing on the 3rd floor then after they went to the 2nd floor me and Davontay stayed to talk on the 3rd! So he wanted to kiss me and so he kissed me on my cheek and I kissed him back on his cheek and then he said he was tired of the cheek stuff that he wanted to kiss my lips...so I told him to kiss me and he peeked me on the lips~I wanted more than that~ so I was like I thought you wasn't a bird and didn't do peeks so he was like let me recheck my status then he came back at it again but 2 times I pushed him away~ I was too scared~ then I told him okay I was then he layed it on me as he says! But we kissed like a dozen times and it was so funny because afterwards the smile on his face was crazy!!

Fast Fact: Grego wrote me and was saying he was sorry and all about him and Mercedes and then Dan hugged me today and was talking about how in a while he going to love me

~On Cloud 9~

Princess

Mood:  a-ok

Me and Jay back together and whatever but it'll never be the same because I aint even feeling him anymore~atleast not like I used too~ and me and Grego aint talking no more because he tried to talk to Mercedes and that's my baby and no guy is going to be able to get in between us and then try to play us like we a deck of cards! Another thing me and Davontay are together now! We had hooked up Wednesday (1/30)...he tried to kiss me the next day but I couldn't because the camera was in my face and I wasn't ready at all it was so funny though to me but when I finally was ready and was about to kiss him everytime someone intervened but it's okay maybe this Wednesday we can. But I took Davontay and made him my main and Jay just a dip. If only I knew Greg off the block and not from church I could have got with him too and they all would have been getting played but I can't so as for now I am just going to keep him posted and play around with him! But other than those things nothing major has happened

Fast Fact: I am going to Mercedes's Valentines Day Dance this Friday! and I like Marquise again somedays he just be looking too damn good...lol...but I wont do Davontay like that!

~Satisfied~

Princess