I don't really want to stay but at the same time I really don't want to leave! I don't want his first love experience to be bad but how can I just allow myself to go on trying to maintain togetherness in our relationship when I really don't want to? I really do love him,but should that determine whether I should stay or leave,love doesn't justify all the wrong-doings. How could what's making me want to stay also making me want to leave? I told myself that I would love him and stay with him but now I just don't have the answer..I keep asking myself do you love him? My answer is yes...when I ask myself do you want to stay with him? My answer is kind of...when I ask myself can you leave him? My answer is no I just can't do "it" without him! Love just got me so weak now that it's almost ridiculous...but what's more ridiculous is that I have to ask myself "is this really love" because I just don't know if it is!

Fast Fact: Alexis let a stud feel on her and now she is thinking about becoming a bisexual!

~Hating Love~
Princess