Mood:  a-ok

Life has been good and again  can't complain....my days been going by in a rush and it make it feels like my adulthood is approaching sooner than ever imagined! I am trying to slow down but that feel impossible! Like everyday I have something to do and it makes less time for me to just chill....if I would want to chill I would have to eliminate something from my schedule...that's crazy! Like today for example, I have a job interview and Jay wanted me to come see him play in his game but I can't do that because the interview. Friday, Demarkis wants me to go up to Bond with him but I can't because I volunteered to help Carol at her school! Sunday, somebody wanted me to hang with them but I can't because I already told Ms.Collier I will go to night service at church with her....I can't keep pushing people away...then again I have to because these are my responsibilities and I fully understand that! I get tired almost too fast....ususally I would be out around 2 lately it's been like 11....I am trying to fit praise,worship,bible study, and praying into my daily life but it's sometimes hard but this is something I absolutely have to do because it's essential and an substantial part of my life right now!

A couple of change...I am also talking to this guy named Gary...but he only in 8th! That kind of came as a shock to me ...but he is tooo fine to just let go because of grade difference. Matt is back to feelig that we can't talk like that because I push him away since my last 2 weeks been hectic! Nick and I barely talk~we talked for half an hour last night though~.....Me and Merisha back cool....Jay and I are doing better than ever~I think~.....! And as crazy as it may seem I think I am in love with Davontay because everytime I see him I get a rush~like a shiver through my body~but I never go over and talk to him because someone is always by him and I don't think he likes me anymore.....I am starting to like Dan a little~he calls me all the time trying to talk but I am not sure that he's feeling me in that way or not~we suppose to hang out after school today....and I don't like Akeem anymore....feeling change but the person remains the same!

Fast Fact: I like another boy from church...his name is Greg~Denise cousin~but he too short and his mouth kind of messy!

Slowly Changing

Princess