Mood:  sad

How could what suppose to be the best day of your life, be the worst? Today is my birthday and all and I hated it! I now will always hate when my birthday comes around! This year, these are the reasons I hated it:

*Vale got Bri and everybody else a gift except me and he didn't even say Happy Birthday.

*Dee-Dee didn't say Happy Borthday either!

*Grego~one of the people I love the most in the world~ doesn't even know it's my birthday!

*My mom pissed me off because Rayshawn followed me into my hallway, then when I asked her did she go get my ice cream she got mad and was just like she souldn't get me nothing because I am fasr and when I tried to explain she wouldn't listen

*I got no ice cream!

*Carol forgot that it was my birthday and didn't tell me it in the morning but called me later to say it!

Actually the best parts of my day was at school and being with Rayshawn!

Fast Fact: Chris, Barbara son, got shot Saturday and his friend got killed.

~So Sick and Crying~

Me-Me

Mood:  don't ask

I never logged on to tell about m trip to Minnesota.....although it's like almost a month old here is what happened

*Went shopping and got 2 polo's

*Went to a basketball game with Kalesha

*Watched T.V

*Ate

*Hanged with Sharay

That was basically it until 9 and I was able to talk on the phone because my minutes was free.

Me and Grego haven't talked in a while and we haven't gotten any better than before....some things just never change and that's fine for now but I know I will have to let him go soon because it's for the better and besides we never even met before so this isn't healthy for me or him to be already attached and we barely know each other.

I lied to this guy named Lil D and told him I was a lesbian to get him to stop liking me because he's too young for me being 14 and in the 8th grade(why does this keep happening to me?)He didn't give up after that...but now that my cell is off he has no way to contact me!

Lil Albert died because some 22 year old guy hit him in the side of his head with a bat 2x and he died from that although I barely knew Lil Albert like that I still feel bad because Amanda was cool people and now she has lost a person close to her.

Anoribe told me that he like me but I can't be with him for numerous reason like I am talking to Ryan and I need to focus on school and I am not interested in him in that way....he also tried to kiss me and I ran away because I am scared of what might be the outcome of that....besides I am not the kissing type anymore....I will save my lips and body for someone worth me letting have....and I am think I am far from reaching that person from where I stand now.

I had an interview with the Collegiate Scholars and it went great....from my point of view but I couldn't possible know where their minds are at I will have to wait until in May to find out...I can't wait.

I think I am going to have to leave Ryan alone because like most other boys he is no good for me....although he far from the other guys personality-wise but I am just not up for the chase he is trying to have me run for...he is taking too long to ask me to be his girl so I take it that he doesn't know if this what he wants or not and I don't need to be thinking about a person that's confused.

On that note,I must admit that I have dropped many people from my life like C.J and Jermel....the whole love thing can't get the best of me and I was giving these guys the best of me and I decided to keep that for someone that will return the love.

Right now at the moment I am in a lot of pain because it's the time of the month and it's hurting very badly and all I want to do is just go home and go to sleep.But I still have like 4 hours until that will happen because after school I have work....

Quick News: Shavon lost one of her twin

~In Pain~

Princess

Well I am washing my clothes now to get ready to pack because in the morning I leave for Minnesota...the good thing is that I am going to be taking a bus down there but the bad part is that it will be for 10 hours...but it should be fun! I can't wait but I will maybe miss people alot....maybe even my mom!

Fast Fact: Grego is read my blof on myspace and think he mad at me!

~Excited~

Princess

Mood:  a-ok

Last time I left off at running up the bill....well too bad it was on Nick because we aren't even talking anymore,I lost patience with him and his excuses to not calling me and his problems so I gave him time to breathe but he got mad and was trying to treat me on the computer!

Me and Grego is still talking....he be telling me that he loves me all the time, and I say it back but I do love him but I'm not in love with him!

Jay is super history that's all I have to say about him! Davontay, he is too but I think that my mind is playing games on me about him because I could have sworn that I was in love with him by the way he made me feel after we broke up but it's all in the past now.

Ryan is trying to talk to me and I think I just might take him up on that offer....no more comments!

And lastnight I kissed Rayshawn

 Fast Fact: My mom was mad because I am going down to Minnesota with my dad this break!

~Feeling Good~

Princess

Mood:  a-ok

Yesterday at St.Sabina went very well! The kids were 8th grader and very cooperative most of the time! I had fun with them,made them laugh and I felt as though I can teach them as friends not authority because from the looks of it I'll become friend with them because I fitted in so well. There were no attitudes as far as I was concerned but I am not to pleased at the fact that some of the guys like me!And Krystan and also Josephine likes a guy named Cedric...that's very unprofessional.

Fast Fact:I ran up the bill calling Nick

~Ok~

Princess

Mood:  a-ok

Well everything is fine I guess I can say! I thought today would be a very difficult day but it turned out not to be! I have one more big event coming up, my power point presentation! That should be easy with my flashcards up there so yeah! Today in World Studies I told Alexis to shut up because my question wasn't directed to her~and being the big mouth person she is she kept talking so me being the bigger person in situations ignored her while she ran at the mouth! Today will be the first day I go to St.Sabina to teach the kids math games,hopefully there is no kids in there like Alexis! So that pretty much was all so far today!

Fast Fact:Alexis is nosy writing me all yesterday trying to find out what happened between me and Nick but I am not telling her because it's none of her business.

~Alright~

Princess

Mood:  a-ok

Stuff hasn't been that well for me...me and Nick aren't talking anymore although that was my call because he never have time to talk to me and he is going through some things and will not allow me to help him and I think he just dont trust me! But that's not all....I am also not talking to C.J because he never answer his phone when I call so I'm not going to call anymore...and Martelly he treated me so I am not talking to him plus Jay because he is my downfall and aggrivates me.I was not going to talk to Grego until he called me and Jermel until he wrote me what he wrote! That's been my life lately though.Rayshawn been writing me on the computer but it's nothing major.

Fast Fact:I can hardly breathe

 ~Ok~

Princess

Mood:  hug me

Just to make this quick because I have little time to do this but there has been a couple of changes.

1.Me and Jay broke up and I am so sure we will not ever be getting back together.

2.I seen C.J the other day and him and his girl broke-up but I tried to help him come to his senses and take her back.

3.Me and Davontay friends now,I think I am not all the way over him but don't like him like I used to...but our "friendship" is awkward because we never talk to each other.

4.Me and Jermel are in the process of hooking back up.

5.Me and Grego back friends and now we are together.

Fast Fact:Tomorrow is Shavon's baby shower!

~So Happy~

Princess

Mood:  a-ok

Now I can write the story of what happened between me and Davontay. Well Monday night he called me and said we needed to talk and he told me that we never see each other and don't have time for this relationship and whatever so he asked for my opinion and I was like I shouldn't have to voice my opinion to persuade him to stay with me so that was that!  Then so we broke up and then he called back like 5 minutes later and said he was sorry he made a mistake that he still did want to be with me and whatever so we hooked back up that night....but Wednesday when school starts back up people telling me that he saying we not together so I don't really know what day it was that we broke up! But it doesn't matter what's the reason or the day because I don't care anymore.....

Fast Fact: Me and Jay too broke up Wednesday I didn't want to be with him anymore but we are still friends....

~Fine~

Princess

Mood:  irritated

I am still like so mad that Davontay broke-up with me! It suppose to be the other way around! There is so much more to the story than I can write now because I have to go to Biology in like 2 minutes so later when I log on I will write it all!!! I HATE HIM! It's so humiliating!

~Hating that DOOD~

Princess