Mood:  down

Today was alright I guess my cousin Patrice is over here and we watched Pulse and some of the Fog plus 1408~they were pretty good movies!!! We went outside and Deleon was with us and of course they were all over each other it kind of bothered me but I understood why they were like that so I didn't trip about it!!! But I have a very bad issue. I feel very lonely and empty inside~I don't know what's wrong with me it's like at times I don't want to live anymore...no matter how much I may surround myself with all my friends I'll always feel that lonely emptiness I've been feeling for the last months!!! I don't know~I'm not hallucinating~my life seem perfectly fine when I think it through but I know in my mind and heart that there is something wrong with me!!! I just wish that empty hole will go away!!!

~Very Lonely~                                                                                            Princess