Mood:  sad

Today we had the game and all so I was thinking that I'll be seeing Lil Jearl~but so wrong was I!!! I didn't even see him and I was so crushed because I really wanted to see him...but I guess I'll have better luck next time~Hopefully!!! But other than that today I went outside with Keunna and Chardai and I also met this new guy but I don't want to get into it with him because he isn't my type~whatever that might be~and I also played basketball so it was an okay day I'll say!!!

~Not so good~                                                       

Princess

Mood:  happy

I can't wait until like 5 earlier today because we have a softball game so that means I may be seeing Lil Jearl~and by the way Tiara didn't go with him so that means he isn't off limits~I haven't seen him since Saturday!!!But today I went skating it was cool and all but  woke up late because I was talking to this guy named Jovon he is from San Diago and all plus he's very cute...and sweet I really like talking to him!!!

~Anxious~                                    

Princess

Mood:  a-ok

Oh my God~it feels like I haven't wrote in you since like forever!!!But no worries-I am back now!!! Alot has changed since the last entry....well me and Kabil is no more!!!I just felt more of friendship than a relationship with him so I told him today that I didn't want to go with him anymore but that doesn't mean that we aren't going to become friends!!! I am beginning to think life is worth the while and that there are things to live for!!! Well me and C.J aren't friends anymore because I feel that he is a waste of time.....and now I am about to hook up with this guy named Lil Jearl and all~I kind of think he acts like a kid and all but I figure that'll change in awhile!!!~But I really don't know whether to go with him or not because some people says that he went with Tiara and she means way more to me than any boy~she's just way too important to me and I wouldn't want to hook up with none of her ex or crushes.So that pretty much outlines this whole time since I haven't wrote in you!!

~Loving my life~                                                                                              Princess

Mood:  don't ask

Maybe I was wrong Kabil doesn't exactly keep me motivated because I been getting tired of him lately...but maybe it's my problem!!! I have to learn how to try and live my life so that I will not feel so empty inside and so lifeless....and I also have to better myself. Starting with my attitude.

~Kinda Confused~                                                                                           Princess 

Mood:  down

These last few days haven't been too fun~like always!!!Well D.D been getting on my nerves~me and him just got done arguing because he talk too much stuff....I be trying not to be disrespectful but I can't take  too much stuff from him I get so fed up with him!!! Then Patrice hasn't been no fun at all she is so lame and boring all she wants to do is watch movies and sleep!!! Alexis is a goofy so I aint going to write about how much of a kidd she is to me!!! I HATE MY LIFE!!! The only person that keeps me going day to day is Kabil because I really can talk to him and tell him about the problems going on with me~ I am so glad to have him in my life!!! He's the only person that I haven't been fed up with!!!

~Fed up with life~                                                                                           Princess

Mood:  down

Today was alright I guess my cousin Patrice is over here and we watched Pulse and some of the Fog plus 1408~they were pretty good movies!!! We went outside and Deleon was with us and of course they were all over each other it kind of bothered me but I understood why they were like that so I didn't trip about it!!! But I have a very bad issue. I feel very lonely and empty inside~I don't know what's wrong with me it's like at times I don't want to live anymore...no matter how much I may surround myself with all my friends I'll always feel that lonely emptiness I've been feeling for the last months!!! I don't know~I'm not hallucinating~my life seem perfectly fine when I think it through but I know in my mind and heart that there is something wrong with me!!! I just wish that empty hole will go away!!!

~Very Lonely~                                                                                            Princess

Mood:  spacey

Today has been such a boring day!!! All I did was get on the computer, watch t.v, talk on the phone, and do my laundry!!! I think this whole summer will be boring~ my friends steadily call and ask for me to come outside with them but it's not like I always enjoy being outdoors and besides there's really nothing to do out there and plus it's very dangerous!!! I guess I can go outside tomorrow because I told Chardai and Antawanna that I would and I don't want to seem like a liar to them!!! Well I guess that'll be all for today!!!

~Not fun at this time~                                          

Princess

Mood:  a-ok

Yeah I know it's been a minute since I wrote in here but anyways  life been treating me well I guess. I'm still with Kabil and all~we are doing perfectly fine except the fact that we barely see one another because something always go wrong when we plan to see each other and all!!! Me and Malcolm are just friends but he still trying to get up with me but that aint going to happen. I dropped Alexis as a friend because she lied to her mom and said that I gave a 25 year old man her phone number when she knew damn well that she did!!! C.J and I don't talk anymore but that I could careless about because he doesn't mean as much to me as he used to!! And the 4th of July will be in 3 days~I can't wait for that because it be very fun over here!!!!

~Doing fine~                                                              Princess