Mood:  sad

Yesterday I didn't get to see DJ but he did call me around 4:30 to tell me that Lanica was talking shit about me and him...she said she will be getting someone to jump on him and she is going to beat my ass when she see's me I'm like this bitch is so crazy out of her mind and the last thing I am worried about right now is her trying to pull some shit because it's nothing for me to bang her ass right then and there and besides all she doing is being on the sideline lip talking and selling wolf tickets when there will be no show and if it will be I'm going to be the main attraction! But I aint tripping because all I'm focused on is that fact that I will not be seeing my baby until Saturday! That really sucks and I really like him and Jermel said he got me sprung because his name is all over my page and my text messages signature is Lady DJ but he aint got me sprung and besides it aint called being sprung it's just liking somebody a very lot! That's all! I don't want to say I'm in love because I don't think that's the case...who's knows how long this is going to last anyways.We ciuld be near the end,we don't know until the day comes but let me stop saying that before I make it a reality and I don't want that to happen so soon. But today after school I wont be leaving until like 7 and wont be able to see Dominique and Friday he has a game so I can't see him then either but Saturday they suppose to have a softball game so hopefully then I will be able to see him,but at time I want to be around him but not close enough for him to feel on me and stuff because it makes me uncomfortable afterwards and when he looks at me when I say let's go when we in the middle of it makes me not want to stop and when we kiss he be the one panting that's crazy. But I just can't seem to say no to him,I think I would do and give him just about anything.

Fast Fact:Tiara isn't a virgin anymore!