Missing Him
Mood:  sad

Yesterday I didn't get to see DJ but he did call me around 4:30 to tell me that Lanica was talking shit about me and him...she said she will be getting someone to jump on him and she is going to beat my ass when she see's me I'm like this bitch is so crazy out of her mind and the last thing I am worried about right now is her trying to pull some shit because it's nothing for me to bang her ass right then and there and besides all she doing is being on the sideline lip talking and selling wolf tickets when there will be no show and if it will be I'm going to be the main attraction! But I aint tripping because all I'm focused on is that fact that I will not be seeing my baby until Saturday! That really sucks and I really like him and Jermel said he got me sprung because his name is all over my page and my text messages signature is Lady DJ but he aint got me sprung and besides it aint called being sprung it's just liking somebody a very lot! That's all! I don't want to say I'm in love because I don't think that's the case...who's knows how long this is going to last anyways.We ciuld be near the end,we don't know until the day comes but let me stop saying that before I make it a reality and I don't want that to happen so soon. But today after school I wont be leaving until like 7 and wont be able to see Dominique and Friday he has a game so I can't see him then either but Saturday they suppose to have a softball game so hopefully then I will be able to see him,but at time I want to be around him but not close enough for him to feel on me and stuff because it makes me uncomfortable afterwards and when he looks at me when I say let's go when we in the middle of it makes me not want to stop and when we kiss he be the one panting that's crazy. But I just can't seem to say no to him,I think I would do and give him just about anything.

Fast Fact:Tiara isn't a virgin anymore!

Freak-A-Leak
Mood:  lucky

Today was nice me and Dominique was at the park playing and at night around 8:30 we wound up in the Nature Garden and this boy is a BIG freak! He must have got me on top of him and was kissing me and put his hands in my pants and grabbed my ass and was playing in my coochie....this time he didnt do it from outside my pants but he was INSIDE my pants! Then again he grabbed my titties and this time he squeezed them hard and kept grabbing them and all then this freak licked my titties and while we was kissing he was moaning and breathing hard that was wild and I must have went into his pants and was grabbing his dick and playing with it and all but after awhile I moved my hands because that position wasnt comfortable...I swear I could have sworn we was about to fuck in that park! It was getting too wild but now I regret being in that place doing that because now I am itching and all!He is itching too because that grass and plants had something in them! Today was better than yesterday when we argued and I went in the house crying myself to sleep.

Fast Fact: I seen Martelly today

~Feeling Kinky~

Princess

Wild
Mood:  flirty
My day yesterday was soooo crazy,man! Okay well Saturday Dominique(D) is now what I call him came to the mall with me and so we went shopping for my mom's Mother's Day Gifts so he picked out most the stuff i brought because he picked out the bracelet, I picked out the necklace but he picked out the charm and I picked out the earrings also. When we got home we were sitting on the porch kissing and all he kept playing at first sticking his tongue in my mouth when i wasn't kissing back and would play around in my mouth and stuff then Vale took us to the restaurant then took him home. But we said that I would come to his house on Sunday so I was on my way there when I got from the mall with Nikki but on 72nd he turned me around then we went to the park and Jada came but all that time I was getting mad at him then we went home and Jada left so we went back to the park because alot of people was in from of my house shooting dice so this time when we went to the park we were in the Nature Garden and at first he was laying on my lap and all them I pushed him off the bench and was wiping him off then I kneed "Peter"(his dick) then I was like sorry and kept apologizing then I put him leg on top of mines and scooted close to him and then he made me get off the bench and moved me toward the gate and making me bend back and was hurting my back but he was kissing all on my neck then we got back to the bench and I moved behind him and was kissing him while he was sitting on the bench and then so I sat on the bench and pulled him down and he whineded up on top of me but that aint the aprt well the big part is that he was feeling all on my my chest,ass,and even coochie

Yesterday
Mood:  happy

Yesterday just had to be like one of the best days of my life! Dominique came over and his friend, Nikko, but anyways at first Dominique was playing ball with his friend and then Big Wurk asked me to take his hair down so I did and then when I was done he left and Dominique came to sit by me and was leaning on me and all then I was leaning on him and his arms was around me and all....he said if he didn't have that thing on his lip he would have kissed me,I wish he didn't but I can wait...he is going out with me tomorrow to pick out my mom's gift and my shoes!Can't Wait

Fast Fact: He wouldn't look at this girl butt because he likes me too much!

~Fine!~

Princess

Yesterday
Mood:  celebratory

Yesterday I didn't get to see Dominique because it rained out side but we did talk on the phone for like 2 hours....he is so interesting to talk to and I found out that he had wanted to kiss me but he didn't because he didn't know what I would do after he tried,but he says next time we see each other he will kiss me!....He also said he was going to the maill with me Saturday,he wanted to see a movie while we were there but I want to shop for my moms Mothers Day gift so maybe another day we will go to the movies. He told me that he wanted to take me to his cousin house because he alwys trying to compete with him not that he is using me to win but he just want to show me to his cousin.

Fast Fact: I seen Coral, Cara, and Janell yesterday and Coral is trying to hook Cara up with Rayshawn but Janell want to go with him! I think they all like him!

~Doing Great~

Princess

My Weekend
Mood:  spacey

Yesterday was very boring because I didn't see Dominique so all I really did was watch T.V and talk on the phone,like an usual day would bne....but Coral did come over and so we talked and then went to the store then me and Dee-Dee dropped her off at home. Lil Darryl called me and was saying stuff like he wanted to kook back up and he loved me but I wasn't trying to hear that...but he says he coming up to my school Friday to see me....but I don't believe that either.

Well Saturday was pretty nice....me and Dominique spent most of it together.We went to Coral and Whitney house then went home and then went to the store and to the park. While we was at the park we was telling each other stories about deaths that occurred in our family and then when we got on tthe block it continued and he layed on my shoulder while telling me the stories.It was nice...then at almost 9:30 Vale took him home.

Fast Fact: My mom has a car now!!!

~Tired~

Princess

Just Another Day
Mood:  a-ok

Man, today I didn't get to see my baby=====>Dominique because he had a basketball game so he told me on the phone Thursday that he would come see me Saturday so I can't wait until I see him tomorrow because I miss him very much..so yeah and he didn't call me either.

It was this guy I met on the bus stop on Wednesday his name is Trayvon and so he must have called me today and I'm thinking like shawty like 17 or 16 at the most he turns out to be 19....and I told him I'm only but 15 he still want to fuck with me I'm like he wild...he talking about taking me out and stuff TOMORROW...I'm like man he bucking,I am not going no where with him! He then lost his mind,he too old for me and plus I aint trying to fuck with nobody except Dominique right about now because he right where I'm wanting a nigga to be,except he haven't kissed me yet.

Fast Fact: I was on the bus stop with my friend Antwoine and he was telling me about how he was walking toward some guys from Harper and one busted off him and he fell to the ground and was just thinking like "what the fuck just happened"...also Benjamin wanted to ask me to be his girl today,Krystin like him also!

~Missing HIM~

Princess

 

Finally the day arrived...I gotta BOYFRIEND!
Mood:  happy

OMG...I am like sooo excited....the biggest thing happened yesterday..I HAVE A BOYFRIEND! I've been waiting for like 2 months for this to happen and now it finally has! His name is Dominique and that is Demarkis friend from school and I had came from school and saw him there so then I went in the house to put my stuff up then I came outside to see who that was playing with Demarkis because I like meeting new people and plus I didn't recognize his face, so I just went on over to check him out and also to talk to Demarkis about Janell,his girl. So then we talking and all but not like that so I didn't think much of it....so when Demarkis was done playing basketball he came and sat on my porch so I told him that I liked his friend so then Coral was there so we went to play basketball because nobody was on the rim then so I walked back to the porch and Nikki talkign about she got his number for me so I was like whatever playing it off so then Demarkis told me that he told Dominique and Nikki I like him trying to put me out so I admitted to it then me and Dominique along with Coral walked to the corner and me and him barely talked but later on that night we talked for a long time trying to get to know each other and then so when it was like 10 and we was on the porch he asked did I make up my mind like do I want to be with him so I told him yeah because I said the next relationship I get it it'll be with someone that I think I'll last a long time with and he just might be the one even though I am a little taller than him.

Fast Fact:My mom was Shavon was riding yestersay and one car wheel fell into the sewer.

~Better than Ever!~

Princess

I HATE MY BIRTHDAY!
Mood:  sad

How could what suppose to be the best day of your life, be the worst? Today is my birthday and all and I hated it! I now will always hate when my birthday comes around! This year, these are the reasons I hated it:

*Vale got Bri and everybody else a gift except me and he didn't even say Happy Birthday.

*Dee-Dee didn't say Happy Borthday either!

*Grego~one of the people I love the most in the world~ doesn't even know it's my birthday!

*My mom pissed me off because Rayshawn followed me into my hallway, then when I asked her did she go get my ice cream she got mad and was just like she souldn't get me nothing because I am fasr and when I tried to explain she wouldn't listen

*I got no ice cream!

*Carol forgot that it was my birthday and didn't tell me it in the morning but called me later to say it!

Actually the best parts of my day was at school and being with Rayshawn!

Fast Fact: Chris, Barbara son, got shot Saturday and his friend got killed.

~So Sick and Crying~

Me-Me

Update on my life
Mood:  don't ask

I never logged on to tell about m trip to Minnesota.....although it's like almost a month old here is what happened

*Went shopping and got 2 polo's

*Went to a basketball game with Kalesha

*Watched T.V

*Ate

*Hanged with Sharay

That was basically it until 9 and I was able to talk on the phone because my minutes was free.

Me and Grego haven't talked in a while and we haven't gotten any better than before....some things just never change and that's fine for now but I know I will have to let him go soon because it's for the better and besides we never even met before so this isn't healthy for me or him to be already attached and we barely know each other.

I lied to this guy named Lil D and told him I was a lesbian to get him to stop liking me because he's too young for me being 14 and in the 8th grade(why does this keep happening to me?)He didn't give up after that...but now that my cell is off he has no way to contact me!

Lil Albert died because some 22 year old guy hit him in the side of his head with a bat 2x and he died from that although I barely knew Lil Albert like that I still feel bad because Amanda was cool people and now she has lost a person close to her.

Anoribe told me that he like me but I can't be with him for numerous reason like I am talking to Ryan and I need to focus on school and I am not interested in him in that way....he also tried to kiss me and I ran away because I am scared of what might be the outcome of that....besides I am not the kissing type anymore....I will save my lips and body for someone worth me letting have....and I am think I am far from reaching that person from where I stand now.

I had an interview with the Collegiate Scholars and it went great....from my point of view but I couldn't possible know where their minds are at I will have to wait until in May to find out...I can't wait.

I think I am going to have to leave Ryan alone because like most other boys he is no good for me....although he far from the other guys personality-wise but I am just not up for the chase he is trying to have me run for...he is taking too long to ask me to be his girl so I take it that he doesn't know if this what he wants or not and I don't need to be thinking about a person that's confused.

On that note,I must admit that I have dropped many people from my life like C.J and Jermel....the whole love thing can't get the best of me and I was giving these guys the best of me and I decided to keep that for someone that will return the love.

Right now at the moment I am in a lot of pain because it's the time of the month and it's hurting very badly and all I want to do is just go home and go to sleep.But I still have like 4 hours until that will happen because after school I have work....

Quick News: Shavon lost one of her twin

~In Pain~

Princess