Wreck

It's crazy how you could be so mad at a person one second then the moment they talk to you everything changes!

Yesterday I went to Dee-Dee's play and I wanted DJ to come along too but he didn't and I was mad about that and said I wasn't going to speak to him for a long time and all then another thing is that he rather come in my house and play the game than hang with me, I don't mean to be selfish or nothing but I think he should be spending time with me...after all it is my house he be at! So I cried and decided that I wouldn't talk to him then at 11:30 something at night he called me and was saying how his aunt is in the hospital from a heart attack and that he was about to knock Janaixa out for talking about my house and all,that right there made me get real quiet and not want to talk anymore because it is true but just because my house is a little messy doesn't mean that's me and anyways it wasn't us that made the house that way, it was Crystal's friend Tiffany. But for now on I am not going to even be that way and say I'm not going to talk to DJ since he hasn't been talking to me I am just going to study for my final and deal with life one step at a time!

~Not So Good~

Princess

Fight
Mood:  a-ok

Okay well I have some stuff to write! For one, I was arguing with Janell on Wednesday because me and DJ was just talking and all then they was across the street at Demarkis house and he wanted to ask me a question then she opened her big mouth this how it went:

"Don't ask her nothing!"

"He can ask me whatever the fuck he want 2."

"Okay."

"Okay den."

"Who the fuck she think she talking to?!"

"I'm talking to yo' ass,"

"No the fuck you aint."

"I'll beeat yo' ass bitch!"

"Come do it den,bitch! Come do it!"

So I took my jacket off and gave it to DJ and pulled my phone off the clip and handed it to Dre or Demarkis, flipped my shoes off in the middle of the street and was like iight bitch let's do it. This scary how gon' sit back down...then so I just left and DJ walked me to my house and we was talking then I told him that tomorrow I was going to fight her as soon as I saw her. So then the next day I went to Demarkis house and I gave him his rough draft paper, then I was telling him how when she come over here I wasn't gonna say nothing I was just gonna stick her ass.....so Cara,Coral, and Janell came over. So I was just standing there like man whatever because she wouldn't step close enough she was standing down at the end of the pathway in front of Demarkis house... Coral and them wanted to see a fight so they told her to come here and as soon as she walked close enough I jabbed her ass dead in the jaw and step back like come on bitch I been waiting for this all day...she pulled her stuff off and came toward me and pulled my hair and was hitting me in the back and then I was going dead in on her ass and knocked her lip ring outta her mouth I was giving it to her ass then Boosie broke it up!

Fast Fsct: I think I am starting to like Benji.!

Okay
Mood:  a-ok

Well everything is just fine with me and DJ...we didn't see each other yesterday but we did talk for a good 10 minutes and I don't know if I will be seeing him today because I am trying to start back going to church. However, Monday we were together...I guess you could say we had fun but then we had sad moments also. When I told him that for the break I would be leaving immediately after the first weekend he looked as though he was going to cry and that made me also want to cry, and when I told him that had to leave again at the end of the break his face dropped even more...now I don't know how I am going to tell him that when I am here that I wont get the chance to be with him as much because Sister Kayaetta is telling me about how the Drama Team is about to start back again and we get requests from other churches to perform there...I am very scared and I don't want to see his face look as it did again.I just might cry the night before I leave and while I am there. I have like 4 weeks left before I go, Keunna said I might second guess myself on going but I know for sure that I want to go! I just don't want to leave him all by himself though then he said something about me moving on but that never crossed my mind that he would think that I would have thought that he might want to take a break. But other than that we had talked about how whenever we not together how I try to pass time by fast by doing things to keep me bus until the next time I'll see him. He said he wish he could be with me all the time but he don't want us to get tired of each other and run out of things to say. I think I am falling in love but I wont admit it.

Fast Fact: Jawaun texted me asking was Jada a bussa because people been telling him that she jagged some guy at school off.

~Simply Me~

Princess

Not myself
Mood:  spacey

I haven't seen DJ in 3 whole days...I wont say I miss him but I do wish to see his face. Last night we had a pretty interesting conversation. I also wish to tell him that I love him but I don't know if it's true and I know that it would make things awkward when we both said we never going down that road agin.I am just confused

Fast Fact: DJ's sister face got cut up by a box-cutter

~Confused~

Princess

Scared a bit
Mood:  not sure

When I saw DJ saturday it was a bad day. I didn't see him again until yesterday, Tuesday, but he did call me Tuesday and yesterday when I saw him we didn't even get to talk because it rained and plus Mike was shotting on the side of my house and I ran in the house and they ran on Racine but I tried calling him but he didn't make it home yet so I will call him today when I get from the interview to see if he is coming to church with me so I'd know whether to stop at his home or not.

I am scared that I'll get the job and have to leave for Jackson,Mississippi the problem is that I don't want to be away from Dj for too long but this is a once in a life time deal.

~Worried~

Princess

Missing Him
Mood:  sad

Yesterday I didn't get to see DJ but he did call me around 4:30 to tell me that Lanica was talking shit about me and him...she said she will be getting someone to jump on him and she is going to beat my ass when she see's me I'm like this bitch is so crazy out of her mind and the last thing I am worried about right now is her trying to pull some shit because it's nothing for me to bang her ass right then and there and besides all she doing is being on the sideline lip talking and selling wolf tickets when there will be no show and if it will be I'm going to be the main attraction! But I aint tripping because all I'm focused on is that fact that I will not be seeing my baby until Saturday! That really sucks and I really like him and Jermel said he got me sprung because his name is all over my page and my text messages signature is Lady DJ but he aint got me sprung and besides it aint called being sprung it's just liking somebody a very lot! That's all! I don't want to say I'm in love because I don't think that's the case...who's knows how long this is going to last anyways.We ciuld be near the end,we don't know until the day comes but let me stop saying that before I make it a reality and I don't want that to happen so soon. But today after school I wont be leaving until like 7 and wont be able to see Dominique and Friday he has a game so I can't see him then either but Saturday they suppose to have a softball game so hopefully then I will be able to see him,but at time I want to be around him but not close enough for him to feel on me and stuff because it makes me uncomfortable afterwards and when he looks at me when I say let's go when we in the middle of it makes me not want to stop and when we kiss he be the one panting that's crazy. But I just can't seem to say no to him,I think I would do and give him just about anything.

Fast Fact:Tiara isn't a virgin anymore!

Freak-A-Leak
Mood:  lucky

Today was nice me and Dominique was at the park playing and at night around 8:30 we wound up in the Nature Garden and this boy is a BIG freak! He must have got me on top of him and was kissing me and put his hands in my pants and grabbed my ass and was playing in my coochie....this time he didnt do it from outside my pants but he was INSIDE my pants! Then again he grabbed my titties and this time he squeezed them hard and kept grabbing them and all then this freak licked my titties and while we was kissing he was moaning and breathing hard that was wild and I must have went into his pants and was grabbing his dick and playing with it and all but after awhile I moved my hands because that position wasnt comfortable...I swear I could have sworn we was about to fuck in that park! It was getting too wild but now I regret being in that place doing that because now I am itching and all!He is itching too because that grass and plants had something in them! Today was better than yesterday when we argued and I went in the house crying myself to sleep.

Fast Fact: I seen Martelly today

~Feeling Kinky~

Princess

Wild
Mood:  flirty
My day yesterday was soooo crazy,man! Okay well Saturday Dominique(D) is now what I call him came to the mall with me and so we went shopping for my mom's Mother's Day Gifts so he picked out most the stuff i brought because he picked out the bracelet, I picked out the necklace but he picked out the charm and I picked out the earrings also. When we got home we were sitting on the porch kissing and all he kept playing at first sticking his tongue in my mouth when i wasn't kissing back and would play around in my mouth and stuff then Vale took us to the restaurant then took him home. But we said that I would come to his house on Sunday so I was on my way there when I got from the mall with Nikki but on 72nd he turned me around then we went to the park and Jada came but all that time I was getting mad at him then we went home and Jada left so we went back to the park because alot of people was in from of my house shooting dice so this time when we went to the park we were in the Nature Garden and at first he was laying on my lap and all them I pushed him off the bench and was wiping him off then I kneed "Peter"(his dick) then I was like sorry and kept apologizing then I put him leg on top of mines and scooted close to him and then he made me get off the bench and moved me toward the gate and making me bend back and was hurting my back but he was kissing all on my neck then we got back to the bench and I moved behind him and was kissing him while he was sitting on the bench and then so I sat on the bench and pulled him down and he whineded up on top of me but that aint the aprt well the big part is that he was feeling all on my my chest,ass,and even coochie

Yesterday
Mood:  happy

Yesterday just had to be like one of the best days of my life! Dominique came over and his friend, Nikko, but anyways at first Dominique was playing ball with his friend and then Big Wurk asked me to take his hair down so I did and then when I was done he left and Dominique came to sit by me and was leaning on me and all then I was leaning on him and his arms was around me and all....he said if he didn't have that thing on his lip he would have kissed me,I wish he didn't but I can wait...he is going out with me tomorrow to pick out my mom's gift and my shoes!Can't Wait

Fast Fact: He wouldn't look at this girl butt because he likes me too much!

~Fine!~

Princess

Yesterday
Mood:  celebratory

Yesterday I didn't get to see Dominique because it rained out side but we did talk on the phone for like 2 hours....he is so interesting to talk to and I found out that he had wanted to kiss me but he didn't because he didn't know what I would do after he tried,but he says next time we see each other he will kiss me!....He also said he was going to the maill with me Saturday,he wanted to see a movie while we were there but I want to shop for my moms Mothers Day gift so maybe another day we will go to the movies. He told me that he wanted to take me to his cousin house because he alwys trying to compete with him not that he is using me to win but he just want to show me to his cousin.

Fast Fact: I seen Coral, Cara, and Janell yesterday and Coral is trying to hook Cara up with Rayshawn but Janell want to go with him! I think they all like him!

~Doing Great~

Princess