Mood:  a-ok

Well everything is just fine with me and DJ...we didn't see each other yesterday but we did talk for a good 10 minutes and I don't know if I will be seeing him today because I am trying to start back going to church. However, Monday we were together...I guess you could say we had fun but then we had sad moments also. When I told him that for the break I would be leaving immediately after the first weekend he looked as though he was going to cry and that made me also want to cry, and when I told him that had to leave again at the end of the break his face dropped even more...now I don't know how I am going to tell him that when I am here that I wont get the chance to be with him as much because Sister Kayaetta is telling me about how the Drama Team is about to start back again and we get requests from other churches to perform there...I am very scared and I don't want to see his face look as it did again.I just might cry the night before I leave and while I am there. I have like 4 weeks left before I go, Keunna said I might second guess myself on going but I know for sure that I want to go! I just don't want to leave him all by himself though then he said something about me moving on but that never crossed my mind that he would think that I would have thought that he might want to take a break. But other than that we had talked about how whenever we not together how I try to pass time by fast by doing things to keep me bus until the next time I'll see him. He said he wish he could be with me all the time but he don't want us to get tired of each other and run out of things to say. I think I am falling in love but I wont admit it.

Fast Fact: Jawaun texted me asking was Jada a bussa because people been telling him that she jagged some guy at school off.

~Simply Me~

Princess