Mood:  don't ask

Maybe I was wrong Kabil doesn't exactly keep me motivated because I been getting tired of him lately...but maybe it's my problem!!! I have to learn how to try and live my life so that I will not feel so empty inside and so lifeless....and I also have to better myself. Starting with my attitude.

~Kinda Confused~                                                                                           Princess 

Mood:  down

These last few days haven't been too fun~like always!!!Well D.D been getting on my nerves~me and him just got done arguing because he talk too much stuff....I be trying not to be disrespectful but I can't take  too much stuff from him I get so fed up with him!!! Then Patrice hasn't been no fun at all she is so lame and boring all she wants to do is watch movies and sleep!!! Alexis is a goofy so I aint going to write about how much of a kidd she is to me!!! I HATE MY LIFE!!! The only person that keeps me going day to day is Kabil because I really can talk to him and tell him about the problems going on with me~ I am so glad to have him in my life!!! He's the only person that I haven't been fed up with!!!

~Fed up with life~                                                                                           Princess

Mood:  down

Today was alright I guess my cousin Patrice is over here and we watched Pulse and some of the Fog plus 1408~they were pretty good movies!!! We went outside and Deleon was with us and of course they were all over each other it kind of bothered me but I understood why they were like that so I didn't trip about it!!! But I have a very bad issue. I feel very lonely and empty inside~I don't know what's wrong with me it's like at times I don't want to live anymore...no matter how much I may surround myself with all my friends I'll always feel that lonely emptiness I've been feeling for the last months!!! I don't know~I'm not hallucinating~my life seem perfectly fine when I think it through but I know in my mind and heart that there is something wrong with me!!! I just wish that empty hole will go away!!!

~Very Lonely~                                                                                            Princess

Mood:  spacey

Today has been such a boring day!!! All I did was get on the computer, watch t.v, talk on the phone, and do my laundry!!! I think this whole summer will be boring~ my friends steadily call and ask for me to come outside with them but it's not like I always enjoy being outdoors and besides there's really nothing to do out there and plus it's very dangerous!!! I guess I can go outside tomorrow because I told Chardai and Antawanna that I would and I don't want to seem like a liar to them!!! Well I guess that'll be all for today!!!

~Not fun at this time~                                          

Princess

Mood:  a-ok

Yeah I know it's been a minute since I wrote in here but anyways  life been treating me well I guess. I'm still with Kabil and all~we are doing perfectly fine except the fact that we barely see one another because something always go wrong when we plan to see each other and all!!! Me and Malcolm are just friends but he still trying to get up with me but that aint going to happen. I dropped Alexis as a friend because she lied to her mom and said that I gave a 25 year old man her phone number when she knew damn well that she did!!! C.J and I don't talk anymore but that I could careless about because he doesn't mean as much to me as he used to!! And the 4th of July will be in 3 days~I can't wait for that because it be very fun over here!!!!

~Doing fine~                                                              Princess