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That was real sweet and all Jermel...and I love you too but I wish that you would have said something long ago when I wanted you bavk but now that im in a serious relationship I'm not ready to leave it
Aw ok i understand that u wud rather be wit him than me im sorry that i even wrote u that last message when i already knew wat the answer was gone be sorry that i even bothered u and i dont kno wat i was thinkin when i wrote that cuz how cud i jus expect us to get back in a relationship if we dont even communicate as friends of coarse i wud love to do that but some ppl dont have time 4 others but jus kno i do still love u and yes im proud to say it i am still in love wit u but i guess that wont change yo answer i guess i gotta jus live off memories of us cuz i dont think im goin to get a chance to be yo man again cuz u in love wit another boy and it dont seem like thats gone change u kno but yea i miss u and i always will miss u and in my heart jus kno that u will always be number 1 no girl will never be above u and no one can ever take yo place in my heart i want u to always remember that ok and i promise u that whenever u need me im here 4 u i love u baby
Why you aint answering yo' phone when I call??!! I am so mad at you...why people keep telling me that you smoke???...That don't make no sense!! But thanks for the messages, and yes I am in love with DJ and no I don't plan on leaving him any time soon because it's like he's everything you used to be to me...and since I messed up with you and never got that second chance I am going to treat him and love him like I would have loved you if you would have let me prove to you that I wasn't like that anymore...He's the best thing I have going for me right now and I'll never to anything to sabotage that...I love you but not in that way,just like a friend because that's as far as my heart will let me go and that's as far as I thought you wanted to go...you said you weren't ready to get back into a serious relationship when I was, and now I'm not ready to leave a serious relationship now that you're ready..it's truly evident that we're meant to be friends...I hope you cool with that...but no matter what I still love you Jar
First off y dont u never answer when i call u back and another thing when have u ever heard about me smokin i thought u knew me better than that....Thats crazy how somebody wud jus lie and tell u that who told u that by the way? I jus hate the fact that somebody wud say that atleast they could've made up somethin else but let me jus answer the smokin question no i dont smoke cuz i care to much about sports and school to let that stuff get to me another thing u said that he is everything i used to be of coarse i didnt like that statement but i cant change the way u feel and by sayin that do u mean i changed cuz u said used to be and thats past tense and let me comment on that i never changed i always did love u and wanted to get back with u i dont kno y i jus never showed it and u kno y i didnt give u a second chance but i guess thats my lost that i will have to live wit im truely sorry about that...But u didnt even give me a second chance or a third. my heart kinda hurt right now.
I wasn't saying that I'll be with him for a lifetime but we planned our life together and from what's he's saying he want to be with me forever and I don't want to front because I want the same thing he wants...but a while ago all I wanted to do was prove to you that I loved you and nothing changed and that we could truley have a life together but you wasn't ready and I'm not mad at you for that...and even when me and DJ was together I kept stressing to you how much I was still in love but I never really got the response I wanted so I had to let go because you was hurting me so bad...when you was acting like you didn't love me and I was still deeply in love that hurted me so badly but I didn't want to admit it...I really wish you would have believed me and sorry I made a comparison between you and him that made you sad but I was just being honest saying that he is my new you...if you know what I mean....I'm going to treat him how I wanted to treat you...but I still love you
Ok u say u love me but still its not the way i want to be loved but man its like karma cuz it seem like everything i did to u u is doin to me i see how u felt its jus killin me in the inside to kno that u tellin another boy other than me that u love him at the end of every conversation im happy 4 u but at the same time i hate seein u wit another boy not like jealousy though but its jus somethin like i kno it dont seem like i be thinkin bout u but i do more than ever no matter where im at or wat im doin u always on my mind every time i get on the computer every time i past yo school every time im in the park and on the bus stop well u get the clue u always on my mind thats how much i love u and im pretty sure that im never on yo mind only time im on yo mind is when u see a missed call from me or atleast thats wat it seems like i wish i cud spend every second of my life wit u i wish u was the one tellin me u love me every night be4 u go to sleep meme i love u and its like u dont care I do care and I felt the same way when I tried to get back with you but you wouldn't let me...I know you couldn't have expected me to spend my life waiting on you...and yeah you do be on my mind,I do think about you alot sometimes because its something about you that I just cant seem to figure out,and I try to call you every chance I get but you never answer so I just go on and go to sleep or talk to DJ til' I get sleepy or he does. I can't believe you said it's like I don't care because I care more than you know...I want to spend the day with you tomorrow after colloquium...do you want to be with me after school tomorrow(Wednesday) from like 4 'til I leave??I've been trying to get in contact with you so we can spend time together but you never seem to answer..and I do love you but you're right it's not the way you want it...because I'm so deeply in love with DJ and I'm sorry if that makes you mad/sad or whatever emotion you feel but try to understand that if you wouldn't have turned me down that time in March it would be you I talk to every night and tell you that I love you all the time and you who I'm kissing and hugging ,you who I spend time with and you who arms I fall asleep in and ,you who kiss me on my forehead or cheek and whisper in my ear 'I love you' right before I fall asleep...but since you wouldn't give me a chance...it's DJ who I talk to everynight on the phone,DJ who I tell I love you to every time,it's DJ who I be kissing and hugging, it's DJ who arms I fall asleep in. it's DJ who kisses me on my forehead or cheek before I fall asleep and it's DJ who whisper in my ear telling me that he loves me.... | |||