Mood:  irritated

I just want to take the time out to not write about what I did today and just say what's from my heart! I honestly think that life is too short so I should just be with the person that makes me happy and Gerald just isn't making me happy right about now.What is the point of going with a person you never see or talk to when there is another person that you can see everyday and talk to everyday!!There isn't no point in that??I want more than just a weekend boyfriend, I want an all-around boyfriend...not just one that I see only on Friday's and Saturday's!! And every weekend isn't even promised that I'll see him so I just can't do it anymore because the last thing I said that I ever wanted was a long distance relationship and that's the reason I broke up with my last boyfriend and I don't want to just hop back into another one!Besides me and Gerald only has been a couple for 2 or 3 weks so it's not like we really got into anything serious so if I was to quit him for Rayshawn that wouldn't be real bad because he maybe isn't even really stunting me like that and I get the feeling that must not want to be with me if he never comes to see me. If there was a way I could go out west to see him,I would and there's no doubt about it but it's just too complicating.But I can't always get what I want and what I want isn't always what should be because maybe I am getting the wrong impression of Rayshawn thinking that he probably is exactly who I should be with...maybe I should think more about it.

~Just So Frustrated~

Princess