I think it is about time to put aside the playing hard to get games and just be with him,if he is the one that makes me happy then why shouldn't I just tell him that we can be together. But is it too late to try and go back when  he was giving himself to me I pushed away?!Why didn't I just take him as he was when he was offering to give me the time of day and his heart to be in?!Why did I have to act so stuck-up as if being with him wasn't exactly what I wanted to do and with him wasn't exactly where I wanted to be. Maybe it is about time I put myself out there and tell him all the things I feel and how much I really want to be with him,and now at this point in time it doesn't matter whether he still feels the same way or not just as long as he knows what is in my heart. Even though I would want him to feel the same way and that his feelings hasn't changed since the last time  talked~which was lastnight!~but nobody wants a stuck-up girl and so I will change that only for him because the simple fact that I am serious about him,like he told my stepdad that he was about me!I don't think that I want to let him go whether he has letted me go so soon,I understand how he feels now but I stereotyped him when I thought he was the type to just try to get in me but all he has been trying to do is get to know me and know what be on my mind and plus he takes the time to listen to me and hear whats on my mind when he can be with his friend talking to tons of girls! I am mad that I am know realizing how much he was really meaning what he said ......I just hope I still have the time of day from him for him to listen to what I have to say.

~Just thinking~

Princess