Mood:  sad

I just have to get this off my stress before it goes to my head and make things more difficult than it has to be. I was firstly tempted to break-up with Rayshawn when he came walking up with Mia and walked off with her. But then it got worst as I talked to his little sister and she told me all this stuff about him saying this girl named Katrina being his main girl and all the other girls were just his hoes!! She also said some other stuff that I can't even think of at the moment! But when I saw him I just lokked at im and he asked why was I looking like that but I didn't say anything then he walked up to me and grabbed my hand o I told him to let me go but he wouldn't until I told him why he should so I said it was over and he asked why and I was like because he has another girl and that he was wasting my time and he was like he don't have no other girl and I was like I know you do and her name starts with a C or K and he was like Katrina??I was like yeah if that's her name and then he said he don't go with her and he hates her. The Demarkis walked up so we walked off and talked then I went home and then to Vale car and read my book and called Chardai and C.J. Then I sat on my porch and read the book then I tried to go play basketball and Rayshawn followed me and knocked the ball out of my hand and when I tried to walk away he grabbed me and held me and was saying alot of stuff like I can't break up with him over her and that she's a bitch and that he wouldn't do me like that and that I am his only girl and a bunch of stuff like that then he was trying to kiss all on me but I wouldn't The at like 12:00a.m my mom said it was time for me to come in because it was getting late then I told him to walk me to my door and so he did and had his arm around my shoulder and when we got to my house he said that he would never do me like that and that he really likes me and asked for me to call him in 15 minutes....so I called him but his sister said he wasn't home but I guess we can talk about it tomorrow.

~Calm~

Princess